Upset with the fact that I know that I can do more in so many things, instead I wasted my time for nothing good. I just did my first table topic (after 3 prepared speeches) and realize I am no good at thinking on my feet and organizing my thought in a beautiful flow... All these can be improved with more practice, which I have not been doing.
Glad that I discover it now than later...
Time to act! Do more... So that I won't regret later...