I wish I can let go...

I am exhausted!

Gosh... I think I had been working NON-STOP intensively from 9am - 6pm for almost a week. Not even a chance to get some fresh air during lunch time. I am so frustated! =(

I have been back to Singapore for a month and again I have been gulping down pills almost every day! I can taste it in my throat how sour the liquid on my tummy is. For the past week, I have not been sleeping well... My head hurts... Yeah... clinically, I may have been right to see a psychiatrist, as mentally I really need help. Sad truth...

I hate myself for wanting too much, not be able to let go and are not born strong enough. I am so tired~ :'(

I wish that there is a way out~