Time out

There is always time of the month that I am feeling extraordinary low that I just want everything to end and then am hoping I can restart it all over again, playing the good part only. I realize how unhealthy the feeling is. Is it the hormone? Is it just the drama queen in me? Is it the children (who even though cute, but can be energy consuming at times)? Or is there a problem denied that needs a solution badly? I don’t know.... 

 

Feeling so low now, even though I am having my break.  It’s not really a relaxing break that I am having now. In fact, it’s a bit hectic, like how J City has always been.

 

I need a long time-out! Can I get that? And will I be okay after that?

 

Can someone help to brighten up my days? Make it a bit more eventful (in a good way, of course)? Or.... does it really all up to me? If it is, what’s the purpose of having people around us? That’s silly.

 

*Crumpled thought – just feeling to write it down.