Thursday, May 13, 2010

Plan, Anticipate, and Live on!

It's again proven that time heals almost everything.

In bad time, just remember the good time. In good time? Just be Grateful!

This week has been good so far. I signed up for a few activities, organized by Indonesian Professional Association, Prime Time (sponsored by company, "Thank You"), and most likely will do the 5km Shape Run in July (First run in my life! Again, Sponsored by company, hoping more colleagues are joining, but maybe it will just be an empty hope =< )

Also, currently is considering to do something meaningful, small thing, that will help other to have a better future. Mother Theresa said "If you can't feed a hundred people, then just feed One!" That's exactly what I would like to do! Checking on certain things, before deciding. Will note it down, once it's confirmed! Marking another new chapter in history of my life.

Realize that life has always been good when I have plan! I have something to anticipate for! I have tomorrow to go through! I have a Life to live on!

(If God exists) Thanks, God~

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Nothing


Question:

"What are you thinking about?"
"What are you planning to do?"
"What are you hoping for?"
"Who are you thinking of?"
"What are you worried about?"


Answer:

...................................................


*I find my mind is racing for an answer*

I feel desperately Helpless.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

At last, Not so "Bad Day"


Today is not exactly my typical day! Some machines are not behaving, some people are throwing temper, some people are acting weird, some people miss their stop, some people almost lost the handphone, some people were eating fast food for dinner and lunch (yuck!), and some people's mind are just not in the right place.

Woohhhhh.. Such a long day. I sighed and getting tired of it, start throwing temper to others (sorry~)

Apparently, I am no good with environment with stressful people!

However, they said there is always balance in everything! Catching up with friends are the best that I could possibly experience today. This bunch of friends, when I started to recall, I have been knowing them for 12 years, half of my life. They are one of the best part of my life. It's proven, my bad day is not so bad, because of you, guys!

3IPA1, C3S, Diponegoro, 2004! No matter how I hate the name picked for the group, I love the people in it. =D

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

The fact

I hate the fact that when people say "it might be something that run in the family", then I need to think of someone else. =(

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Worldvision Singapore

2010 is welcoming May very soon (time flies), I am looking back to my resolutions I made this year, to assess what I had done, what I am currently doing, and what I have left behind.

Contributing back to the society is one that I have been leaving behind. Thinking to do volunteering job, had signed up with the community club, but haven't got a call from them. Thinking to do something with SPCA, but there will be a training (This is important) which is held on Saturday morning (Should I take half day leave from work for this?). Another thing that I have been considering to do is to adopt a foster child. The only consideration, how if one day I do not have the ability to continue giving my support? They should not be a burden, the support given should bring us the feeling of joy, and blessing for them. Hah~

For now, I can only help spreading the word. Just added Worldvision Singapore banner to my blog. Hope there will be at least few more people knowing about this organization (considering how low the traffic to my blog).

This little thing that I am doing, hope can bring good changes to the kids who need it.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Family Bali Trip 2010


Bali is known for a romantic place for couples. It actually offers more than that. It has those beautiful beaches for you and your partner to sit side by side and enjoy the sunset, but the beaches and the wave offer surfers a good place to surf and offer those with family a place to play.

For me, it's actually the clear blue sky that is gorgeous!

Looking at how many temples and sacred places that they have (which is always crowded certain time of the months), I salute the people there on how they can preserve all their tradition so well. =D

During my four days there, it felt really short~ these what I feel for this trip!

The most exciting time was the diving and parasailing day. I see the beautiful creatures under the water. I got cut and bruises here and there, but it was worth it! Parasailing lets you feel how freedom can be! You was up there, you can express your feeling as you want, you can look down and see the beauty underneath you. I feel a sense of excitement and gratitute when I landed. I know that I am alive!
The most beautiful place that I visited are Uluwatu and Tanah Lot. The cliff hanger shows you how talented God can be and the wave in Tanah Lot shows you how mighty God can be.

The most meaningful time I had was wednesday, april 14, 7a.m. at Kuta Beach. I was the first to carve and say "Happy Birthday, Mom" This year I manage to celebrate it with her after 4 years of not being home.

The most memorable thing that I am grateful of is being able to see that my parents are still holding hand at their current age!
The most fun time we had was when my little niece sings a birthday song to my mom (her grandma) She sang "Happy Bday po po~ Happy Bday po po, Happy Bday Happy Bday, Happy Bday Po Po" then... followed by "I love you, you love me, we are a happy family..." =D
The most happiest day is EVERYDAY! I am with my Family. Could not ask for more!
= Family Trip 2010, April 11-15. Bali. Happy and Fun =

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Anticipating~

Someone says Anticipating is "Hope"

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Mother Earth


Climate Changes, It’s really bad for health. Before it causes the end of the earth (watch 2012, which I hope it will never happen), it first gives a very direct impact to human’s health.


People get sick, as the weather changes in a blink of eyes. You go out in the morning with a greeting from Mr. Sunny, a few hours later, Mr. Cloudy’s face turns dark, and you will start to hear Mr. Thunder shouts.


I feel sad about what happen to our mother earth where we live.


Hahh~ Where I have no control on certain things, it upsets me. Trying to be a bit environmentally friendly, but I can’t do this myself. Each one has a role that they need to play here.


If you think, this is not useful to slow down the global warming, as the mission is too impossible for a no one like us, then… do it for yourself. By doing this, you are actually saving yourself. I am doing this for myself, and I hope it works for greater good.


I always make up a scenario and to do what my logic says it would make sense. E.g. using less tissue paper, less trees are cut down, greener environment, which we know is good. Hope there would be lesser flood, slowdown the progressive erosion happening nowadays, and best of all fresher air for you to breathe in. You might think this is too dramatic, the changes of the weather nowadays are dramatic!!! Anyway, you can always choose your own way, that might motivate you to contribute a little, don't be too ignorant!


We, humans, are selfish, we love ourselves too much, or some people might say they hate theirselves so much instead, whatever it is, the feeling for our own self is just so HIGH. Just take an example, when you see a photograph, there is a bunch of people inside, and you know you are printed somewhere on that picture, Question: who are you searching for at first? For me, my eyes just have the magnet that attracts them to the photograph of myself. Realize it or not, most people do.


If this is so hard for us to save this world, because it such a big mission for us, then start to save yourself, and think of the chain of effect how it will give positive impacts to the earth.


We pay no rent to the mother earth, which has given us grass field as the floor where we can step on, a clear blue sky (sometime might change in term of color) as a universal roof. I believe if she can speak, she will ask only one thing “Take a good care of me”!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Friends~



Just want to thank those friends who are always by my side (don't take it literally =D) whenever I am in need. Thank you for listening and thank you for sharing =)


Love you~

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Post CNY 2010


Back from CNY Holiday. The one week holiday was extremely short. The flight was delayed and I landed at around 9p.m. Immigration clearance, waiting for baggage, I finally ate my reunion dinner inside my uncle's car, Ayam Penyet 'Bungkus'. Finished my dinner, then boarded the train and headed home.

Was spending time with family (Mom and Dad looks older every year I was back home, but happy that they are healthy and having each other by their side. And my niece is an Angel, our smart little angel), made it for the reunion with high school friends (it's been 6 years now, and everybody has not changed yet. I am grateful to have this group of friends =D), there goes the one week, and back to Singapore.

It had been very busy for the last two weeks. Weekdays was catching up with stuff at works, weekend was catching up with friends. Finally, today have the time to sit down and reflect.

Feeling good as I have been more committed to live healthier life. It's a step that I have taken, long way to go =D Anyway, I am having fun in my cardio sculpt and swimming class!!!

I have extracted my premolar, and soon will have my lower braces on. In a blink of eyes, I will soon finish my treatments. FYI, surprisingly, taking out a tooth is not as painful as I have always imagined. It's the doctor that's good. For that, Thanks, Dr. Ho and the nurse, who also a colleague of mine, Rochelle. =D

Last night was having fun with everybody from the clinic. Food was good (especially the crispy duck) and hope everyone enjoy the night! Congrats, Dr. Leong... For passing your exam.

Today, having lunch at Sushi Tei for my belated birthday and my colleague's earlied birthday. Thanks, Moon for the treat!
The hours left today, I would love to spend it with myself and myself only! =D

Life is Good :) Sometimes, there is bitterness that you need to go through, it's just to let you know how sweet, sometimes life can be. Be thankful that you are alive ^.^